lowkey wanna disappear for a little
Lowkey wish it was permanent
““The relevant question in psychiatry shouldn’t be what’s wrong with you, but what happened to you.” - Eleanor Longden”—
“I am afraid I will be like this forever.”— Sierra DeMulder, “Today Means Amen”
Book: The Pain of Healing by Samantha Camargo on amazon 💛
there’s no home
I wanna skip these heavy days.
i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything.
Trust me, I tried my best, but now I’m tired.
I want to die so fucking bad and I’m so full of anger and sadness I need it all to stop right fucking now. I can’t do this and the fact that nothing really /happened/ to have me feeling this way so strongly at this moment makes it even worse.
“I just feel so fucking empty sometimes and it’s so exhausting to feel nothing and everything at the same time.”— Unknown






